Thinking of some Fears

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1. Getting phone calls and voicemails either very early in the morning or late at night as it may end up being extremely awful news.

2. Sinking so far into myself that I lose my SO, my friends and my family because I just need to hide.

3. Going to the doctor and finding out I have an awful medical condition.

4. Getting yelled at and berated for something I did wrong.

5. Being embarrassed in front of a large group of people.

6. Talking about my anxiety and shame because I think people will think I'm looking for attention or that I'm faking it all.

7. Being buried alive.

8. Having everyone I love leave and never return like my parents did when they died.

9. Never making anything of myself and watching everyone around me succeed in every way.

10. People finding out about my awful thoughts and being repulsed by me.