Awfulsome moment?

[vampedvixen]

I've been depressed with suicidal ideation for years now. Thinking that I want to kill myself is just kind of common background noise for now. That is... until my doctor said I might have cancer back in November. All I could think was, "Oh my god, I don't want to die!!" The cancer scare passed though. I got surgery to remove the mostly benign tumor in my stomach. And pretty soon after that I went back to suicidal ideation again. Which, I'm pretty sure, is just my way of saying, "Whatever life is gonna give me, I want the OTHER thing!!" I can be a spoiled brat like that, heh.

[manuel_moe_g]

Hey, as long as you are alive and kicking, pile on the awfulsome! Cheers, all the best, please take good care of wonderful you!