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by Cheesehead
March 29th, 2015, 6:36 am
Forum: Borderline Personality Disorder/Emotional Disregulation Disorder
Topic: Struggling
Replies: 6
Views: 3513

Re: Struggling

It can be so exhausting to me to have the mood swings...I am so sick and tired of having stupid stuff affect how I feel every day all day long. Sick and tired of the negative feelings and having to try to fight them in my head all the while trying to make my outward appearence as good. Sick and tire...
by Cheesehead
March 10th, 2015, 7:10 am
Forum: Trichotillomania
Topic: Trichotillomania
Replies: 23
Views: 14238

Re: Trichotillomania

Love this thread because I have suffered from this for years. It started in 6th grade and I have been doing it ever since...in my later 40's now. When I was younger I started to pull the hair on my head after I had a haircut. I don't know what triggered it in me to start doing it at that time, but I...
by Cheesehead
March 10th, 2015, 6:50 am
Forum: Eating Disorders
Topic: the ocd component to ED is so hard
Replies: 8
Views: 3828

Re: the ocd component to ED is so hard

Oh my goodness...when you said "I have rules in my head I must obey." I can soooo relate to that! It's such a double edge sword to have those rules, because on one hand meeting those rules makes me feel better, yet they are constant and all day long that it is exhausting to have to live by...
by Cheesehead
December 27th, 2014, 8:21 am
Forum: Borderline Personality Disorder/Emotional Disregulation Disorder
Topic: Can't Let It Go
Replies: 3
Views: 2654

Re: Can't Let It Go

I can so relate to having obessive thoughts and not being able to get rid of the bad feelings. Wish I had some words of wisdom to help you through it, but I don't. Hell I can't let bad feelings go from my childhood over 30 years ago, along with all the other shit that happens everyday that I obessiv...
by Cheesehead
December 27th, 2014, 8:14 am
Forum: Borderline Personality Disorder/Emotional Disregulation Disorder
Topic: Everything Looks Bad
Replies: 5
Views: 3424

Re: Everything Looks Bad

I so understand the feeling of loneliness and stigma attached attached to BPD. I can only imagine how hard it must be to live with me and my emotional issues. I always feel like I am the broken one and I will never get away from BPD. It is so frustrating that my intense feelings over issues in my li...
by Cheesehead
June 13th, 2014, 9:39 pm
Forum: Borderline Personality Disorder/Emotional Disregulation Disorder
Topic: Is it worth living like this
Replies: 4
Views: 3147

Re: Is it worth living like this

Wow Cinnamon what a fabulous responce!! I have to admit that before reading it I was ready to bitch-slap the ex and friend!! But your post was perfect and really makes me happy that there are people out there like you who can explain "reality" so well and hopefully less like me who are so ...
by Cheesehead
June 6th, 2014, 4:34 pm
Forum: Childhood
Topic: Teaching emotionally disturbed children
Replies: 2
Views: 2093

Re: Teaching emotionally disturbed children

Being a special education teacher myself, it's unbelievable how many of our youth are living in chaos, poverty, or having to deal with very adult issues every day!! The future isn't bright for a lot of our youth and yet we all expect them to grow up into responsible individuals. Our public schools a...
by Cheesehead
June 4th, 2014, 4:19 pm
Forum: Body Image
Topic: How do you look at yourself in the mirror?
Replies: 16
Views: 8529

Re: How do you look at yourself in the mirror?

I remember as a teen and young adult reading all the fashion magazines and literally studying the pictures of all the beautiful models just jealous as hell and desperately wanting to be perfect, sexy, and as desireable as those "women". It was a constant source of reinforcement of the idea...
by Cheesehead
May 29th, 2014, 5:21 pm
Forum: Eating Disorders
Topic: I have a strange feeling I've crossed a line somehow...
Replies: 4
Views: 3027

Re: I have a strange feeling I've crossed a line somehow...

Thanks so much for the positive words...unfortunately I am not in the state of mind right now to be very receptive of it. But as I have always joked with therapists in the past, I'm "special" (not in a good way) the normal rules of expectations, behavior, and duties for people don't apply ...
by Cheesehead
May 23rd, 2014, 10:58 pm
Forum: Body Image
Topic: Giant Can of Peaches
Replies: 3
Views: 2505

Re: Giant Can of Peaches

Unfortunately I think that most women are still being brought up to feel like their life isn't complete until they find that "prince charming" to come and sweep them off their feet. And if this hasn't happened by the time a woman enters her mid 20's something is wrong with her. There still...

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