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- March 29th, 2015, 6:36 am
- Forum: Borderline Personality Disorder/Emotional Disregulation Disorder
- Topic: Struggling
- Replies: 6
- Views: 3513
Re: Struggling
It can be so exhausting to me to have the mood swings...I am so sick and tired of having stupid stuff affect how I feel every day all day long. Sick and tired of the negative feelings and having to try to fight them in my head all the while trying to make my outward appearence as good. Sick and tire...
- March 10th, 2015, 7:10 am
- Forum: Trichotillomania
- Topic: Trichotillomania
- Replies: 23
- Views: 14238
Re: Trichotillomania
Love this thread because I have suffered from this for years. It started in 6th grade and I have been doing it ever since...in my later 40's now. When I was younger I started to pull the hair on my head after I had a haircut. I don't know what triggered it in me to start doing it at that time, but I...
- March 10th, 2015, 6:50 am
- Forum: Eating Disorders
- Topic: the ocd component to ED is so hard
- Replies: 8
- Views: 3828
Re: the ocd component to ED is so hard
Oh my goodness...when you said "I have rules in my head I must obey." I can soooo relate to that! It's such a double edge sword to have those rules, because on one hand meeting those rules makes me feel better, yet they are constant and all day long that it is exhausting to have to live by...
- December 27th, 2014, 8:21 am
- Forum: Borderline Personality Disorder/Emotional Disregulation Disorder
- Topic: Can't Let It Go
- Replies: 3
- Views: 2654
Re: Can't Let It Go
I can so relate to having obessive thoughts and not being able to get rid of the bad feelings. Wish I had some words of wisdom to help you through it, but I don't. Hell I can't let bad feelings go from my childhood over 30 years ago, along with all the other shit that happens everyday that I obessiv...
- December 27th, 2014, 8:14 am
- Forum: Borderline Personality Disorder/Emotional Disregulation Disorder
- Topic: Everything Looks Bad
- Replies: 5
- Views: 3424
Re: Everything Looks Bad
I so understand the feeling of loneliness and stigma attached attached to BPD. I can only imagine how hard it must be to live with me and my emotional issues. I always feel like I am the broken one and I will never get away from BPD. It is so frustrating that my intense feelings over issues in my li...
- June 13th, 2014, 9:39 pm
- Forum: Borderline Personality Disorder/Emotional Disregulation Disorder
- Topic: Is it worth living like this
- Replies: 4
- Views: 3147
Re: Is it worth living like this
Wow Cinnamon what a fabulous responce!! I have to admit that before reading it I was ready to bitch-slap the ex and friend!! But your post was perfect and really makes me happy that there are people out there like you who can explain "reality" so well and hopefully less like me who are so ...
- June 6th, 2014, 4:34 pm
- Forum: Childhood
- Topic: Teaching emotionally disturbed children
- Replies: 2
- Views: 2093
Re: Teaching emotionally disturbed children
Being a special education teacher myself, it's unbelievable how many of our youth are living in chaos, poverty, or having to deal with very adult issues every day!! The future isn't bright for a lot of our youth and yet we all expect them to grow up into responsible individuals. Our public schools a...
- June 4th, 2014, 4:19 pm
- Forum: Body Image
- Topic: How do you look at yourself in the mirror?
- Replies: 16
- Views: 8529
Re: How do you look at yourself in the mirror?
I remember as a teen and young adult reading all the fashion magazines and literally studying the pictures of all the beautiful models just jealous as hell and desperately wanting to be perfect, sexy, and as desireable as those "women". It was a constant source of reinforcement of the idea...
- May 29th, 2014, 5:21 pm
- Forum: Eating Disorders
- Topic: I have a strange feeling I've crossed a line somehow...
- Replies: 4
- Views: 3027
Re: I have a strange feeling I've crossed a line somehow...
Thanks so much for the positive words...unfortunately I am not in the state of mind right now to be very receptive of it. But as I have always joked with therapists in the past, I'm "special" (not in a good way) the normal rules of expectations, behavior, and duties for people don't apply ...
- May 23rd, 2014, 10:58 pm
- Forum: Body Image
- Topic: Giant Can of Peaches
- Replies: 3
- Views: 2505
Re: Giant Can of Peaches
Unfortunately I think that most women are still being brought up to feel like their life isn't complete until they find that "prince charming" to come and sweep them off their feet. And if this hasn't happened by the time a woman enters her mid 20's something is wrong with her. There still...