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by Mareda
September 27th, 2014, 2:28 pm
Forum: I'm Experiencing an Overwhelming Life Transition
Topic: Buying a House - Losing my Friends
Replies: 6
Views: 3011

Re: Buying a House - Losing my Friends

@Wren - oh god, so much sphincter-clenching (and loosing!) chaos, but you did it! Even though the universe set you up on one hell of a ride, you arrived in the end. GOOD ON YOU - now savour it all, even the fucking painting, because even though there's always more fucking painting, they're your wall...
by Mareda
September 27th, 2014, 1:16 pm
Forum: How Do You Feel Right Now
Topic: Wanting to projectile grief-vomit my insides out. (Pet loss)
Replies: 8
Views: 2863

Re: Wanting to projectile grief-vomit my insides out. (Pet l

@DemureEccentric - thank you so much for your kindness, and you are absolutely right. Many a time, I find myself being a silly little child again with my pets, in ways that I would never be even with the people closest to me. Funny how animals bring that out in us, and they don't even judge us for i...
by Mareda
July 18th, 2014, 11:37 am
Forum: How Do You Feel Right Now
Topic: Wanting to projectile grief-vomit my insides out. (Pet loss)
Replies: 8
Views: 2863

Re: Wanting to projectile grief-vomit my insides out. (Pet l

Thanks so much, rightghoul. I'm so glad you had the great fortune to be loved by your two pals. It is oddly comforting to hear about other pet guardians' stories of loss and coping right now, so thank you for sharing yours and helping me. :)
by Mareda
July 17th, 2014, 12:54 pm
Forum: How Do You Feel Right Now
Topic: Wanting to projectile grief-vomit my insides out. (Pet loss)
Replies: 8
Views: 2863

Re: Wanting to projectile grief-vomit my insides out. (Pet l

Thank you for your lovely words, manuel_moe_g. You are a kind soul. :)
by Mareda
July 17th, 2014, 12:51 pm
Forum: Narcissistic Personality Disorder or Narcissism
Topic: Awesome Article on Narcissistic Mothers
Replies: 7
Views: 5453

Re: Awesome Article on Narcissistic Mothers

Oh, man - all of this and more! Both of my parents are malignant narcissists, and they are both well represented in this article and the co-narcissism article Paul read on the show. I also thought I was the crazy/awful one for years (and both parents willingly fueled that particular fire, because wh...
by Mareda
July 17th, 2014, 12:46 pm
Forum: I'm Experiencing an Overwhelming Life Transition
Topic: Buying a House - Losing my Friends
Replies: 6
Views: 3011

Re: Buying a House - Losing my Friends

Hi Wren - congrats on the home purchase, sounds fab! It's been a few weeks now, so hopefully you're settling in? You are totally correct when you said "this is how you make something and not just 'have' something. this is how you build confidence and pride", even if it feels like hellfire ...
by Mareda
July 17th, 2014, 11:54 am
Forum: How Do You Feel Right Now
Topic: Wanting to projectile grief-vomit my insides out. (Pet loss)
Replies: 8
Views: 2863

Wanting to projectile grief-vomit my insides out. (Pet loss)

We had to make the decision to put our kitty to sleep Wednesday, and I want to scream, cry, vomit out my entire insides like sea cucumbers do, and punch a baby. Preferably all at once, and repeatedly, until this grief subsides. Kittyman was diagnosed with chronic renal failure about two months ago, ...
by Mareda
June 15th, 2013, 1:56 pm
Forum: Discuss the podcasts.
Topic: The Phil Hendrie episode
Replies: 3
Views: 3473

Re: The Phil Hendrie episode

This episode was truly a standout - both guest-wise and Paul-sharpening-his-interview-skills-wise. Paul and Phil were so brutally honest and open with each other (and not just in the "best you ease your pants off now" kind of way), it felt like a real katharsis for them both. I'd never hea...
by Mareda
April 14th, 2013, 8:00 pm
Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
Topic: Hi!
Replies: 4
Views: 844

Re: Hi!

@ghughes: Thank you kindly for your welcome - I loved the Greg Cheever episodes, so definitely agree with your recommendation for those who are recently sober. Looking forward to seeing you around the forum. :) @serious_oregon: My ghouls thank your ghouls for making them feel well-met. And I thank y...
by Mareda
April 14th, 2013, 12:02 am
Forum: Depression - Unipolar (non BiPolar)
Topic: Caffeine and depression
Replies: 16
Views: 5365

Re: Caffeine and depression

Hell yes. I am guilty of drinking unholy amounts of Red Bull and Diet Coke every day just to retain basic mental functions. This is on top of all my meds (which are mild amphetamines in and of themselves), so I expect my heart will explode out of my chest and run off screaming any day now. Hahaha. I...

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