YOU ARE NOT ALONE - A companion online community discussion board for The Mental Illness Happy Hour podcast with Paul Gilmartin

I hate when I have flashbacks unexpectedly. It sounds like you are facing a lot of triggers on a daily basis, which is very hard.

I just wanted people to know, I started a YouTube Channel roughly 9 months ago that is geared towards mental health, specifically DID, PTSD, domestic abuse, depression, and anxiety. The name is Jamie1982 https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfnToO ... wEXKwT-XfQ

I feel the same way you do. At times, I like the idea of having more kids but do not think I could keep up with more than one child. I have a seven year old daughter and at times feel like a failure as a Mother, especially when the depression hits.

I started a YouTube channel a couple of months ago where I talk about my experience with PTSD/DID/Domestic abuse. I am finding it helpful to express myself verbally- as hard as it is, it seems to be helping me moved forward.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfnToO ... wEXKwT-XfQ

My therapist diagnosed me with DID the Fall of 2013. He first diagnosed me with PTSD in Fall 2011 a couple of months after starting therapy. It has been a bumpy road, but I feel like I am getting somewhere.