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- August 28th, 2016, 5:09 pm
- Forum: Dear Diary
- Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
- Replies: 62
- Views: 11405
Re: Floradrenaline's Diary
The trip was... Disappointing. I was lonely and anxious and tired and ended up staying 2 nights in hotels and coming home 3 days early. I saw some nature and I had some good times but overall it was really disappointing and I need a little more time to process how I feel about it and let the let-dow...
- August 23rd, 2016, 6:37 am
- Forum: Dear Diary
- Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
- Replies: 62
- Views: 11405
Re: Floradrenaline's Diary
Here's an update: My sister and I have actually spent some quality time together lately. Our dad took us both to the fair and we went on a ride together and held an alligator and just hung out. We went on a drive yesterday and she told me she signed up for college classes for the fall. It seems like...
- August 14th, 2016, 4:46 pm
- Forum: Dear Diary
- Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
- Replies: 62
- Views: 11405
Re: Floradrenaline's Diary
I don't really know how to support her. She's not really like me, or she's exactly like me, in that she's angry and stubborn and guarded and seems to have a hard time letting people in. (Now that I think of it, she's exactly like me.) But I don't know any way to get through that. Plus, in real life,...
- August 13th, 2016, 5:50 pm
- Forum: Dear Diary
- Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
- Replies: 62
- Views: 11405
Re: Floradrenaline's Diary
(Tw: suicide) Terrible self-absorbed rant of the day coming up here. Three nights ago, my little sister tried to kill herself. I won't share too much info as it's not really my story to tell, but she has a lot of MH issues herself and is struggling pretty hard at the moment. Medically she's fine, an...
- August 2nd, 2016, 9:26 pm
- Forum: Dear Diary
- Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
- Replies: 62
- Views: 11405
Re: Floradrenaline's Diary
Thanks guys <3 I actually moved out for the first time when I was 18, the fall after graduating high school... To a town that was 8 hours away by ferry, on an island. I'm 22 now, and was hospitalized / living with my parents basically between 20 and 22. So it feels both brave and not necessarily not...
- July 30th, 2016, 11:46 pm
- Forum: Dear Diary
- Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
- Replies: 62
- Views: 11405
Floradrenaline's Diary
(tw: some suicide stuff) I used to keep a diary thread in another mental health forum -- an ED recovery one, back in my eating disordered days -- and since it was really helpful to me when I was going through a lot of struggling and transitional life stuff, I figured I'd pick up the practice here. (...
- January 30th, 2016, 12:00 pm
- Forum: Podcast Episodes/Surveys
- Topic: Episode 242: Elyn Saks on Schizophrenia & Mental Health Law
- Replies: 6
- Views: 2189
Re: Episode 242: Elyn Saks on Schizophrenia & Mental Health
This is one of my favorite episodes of the show. ![Very Happy :D](./images/smilies/icon/biggrin.gif)
![Very Happy :D](./images/smilies/icon/biggrin.gif)
- December 17th, 2015, 4:02 pm
- Forum: Depression - BiPolar
- Topic: Coping with permanence
- Replies: 1
- Views: 1759
Coping with permanence
Anyone else have trouble with idea that they will be bipolar... like... forever? Maybe I struggle with this so much because I was diagnosed first with a personality disorder, which I understood as something that could (and did, in my case) go away with enough therapy. In fact, I was only diagnosed w...
- December 16th, 2015, 9:51 pm
- Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
- Topic: Hello from Alaska
- Replies: 2
- Views: 1377
Re: Hello from Alaska
Thank you! I mostly run around my parents' house, which is where I'm currently living. There's a couple nice routes I take -- one through town and one that's a little more out of town.
- December 14th, 2015, 6:32 pm
- Forum: Body Image
- Topic: Scars
- Replies: 4
- Views: 2707
Re: Scars
I have kind of an different problem. I have self-harm scars on my arms and legs, and while almost no one asks about them, I just hate them and have a really hard time feeling pretty or desirable because of them. I worry about people judging me too, though. I understand the feeling of worrying if peo...