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by floradrenaline
August 28th, 2016, 5:09 pm
Forum: Dear Diary
Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
Replies: 62
Views: 11405

Re: Floradrenaline's Diary

The trip was... Disappointing. I was lonely and anxious and tired and ended up staying 2 nights in hotels and coming home 3 days early. I saw some nature and I had some good times but overall it was really disappointing and I need a little more time to process how I feel about it and let the let-dow...
by floradrenaline
August 23rd, 2016, 6:37 am
Forum: Dear Diary
Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
Replies: 62
Views: 11405

Re: Floradrenaline's Diary

Here's an update: My sister and I have actually spent some quality time together lately. Our dad took us both to the fair and we went on a ride together and held an alligator and just hung out. We went on a drive yesterday and she told me she signed up for college classes for the fall. It seems like...
by floradrenaline
August 14th, 2016, 4:46 pm
Forum: Dear Diary
Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
Replies: 62
Views: 11405

Re: Floradrenaline's Diary

I don't really know how to support her. She's not really like me, or she's exactly like me, in that she's angry and stubborn and guarded and seems to have a hard time letting people in. (Now that I think of it, she's exactly like me.) But I don't know any way to get through that. Plus, in real life,...
by floradrenaline
August 13th, 2016, 5:50 pm
Forum: Dear Diary
Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
Replies: 62
Views: 11405

Re: Floradrenaline's Diary

(Tw: suicide) Terrible self-absorbed rant of the day coming up here. Three nights ago, my little sister tried to kill herself. I won't share too much info as it's not really my story to tell, but she has a lot of MH issues herself and is struggling pretty hard at the moment. Medically she's fine, an...
by floradrenaline
August 2nd, 2016, 9:26 pm
Forum: Dear Diary
Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
Replies: 62
Views: 11405

Re: Floradrenaline's Diary

Thanks guys <3 I actually moved out for the first time when I was 18, the fall after graduating high school... To a town that was 8 hours away by ferry, on an island. I'm 22 now, and was hospitalized / living with my parents basically between 20 and 22. So it feels both brave and not necessarily not...
by floradrenaline
July 30th, 2016, 11:46 pm
Forum: Dear Diary
Topic: Floradrenaline's Diary
Replies: 62
Views: 11405

Floradrenaline's Diary

(tw: some suicide stuff) I used to keep a diary thread in another mental health forum -- an ED recovery one, back in my eating disordered days -- and since it was really helpful to me when I was going through a lot of struggling and transitional life stuff, I figured I'd pick up the practice here. (...
by floradrenaline
January 30th, 2016, 12:00 pm
Forum: Podcast Episodes/Surveys
Topic: Episode 242: Elyn Saks on Schizophrenia & Mental Health Law
Replies: 6
Views: 2189

Re: Episode 242: Elyn Saks on Schizophrenia & Mental Health

This is one of my favorite episodes of the show. :D
by floradrenaline
December 17th, 2015, 4:02 pm
Forum: Depression - BiPolar
Topic: Coping with permanence
Replies: 1
Views: 1759

Coping with permanence

Anyone else have trouble with idea that they will be bipolar... like... forever? Maybe I struggle with this so much because I was diagnosed first with a personality disorder, which I understood as something that could (and did, in my case) go away with enough therapy. In fact, I was only diagnosed w...
by floradrenaline
December 16th, 2015, 9:51 pm
Forum: Introduce Yourself Here
Topic: Hello from Alaska
Replies: 2
Views: 1377

Re: Hello from Alaska

Thank you! I mostly run around my parents' house, which is where I'm currently living. There's a couple nice routes I take -- one through town and one that's a little more out of town.
by floradrenaline
December 14th, 2015, 6:32 pm
Forum: Body Image
Topic: Scars
Replies: 4
Views: 2707

Re: Scars

I have kind of an different problem. I have self-harm scars on my arms and legs, and while almost no one asks about them, I just hate them and have a really hard time feeling pretty or desirable because of them. I worry about people judging me too, though. I understand the feeling of worrying if peo...

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