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by void87
April 16th, 2018, 10:10 am
Forum: Meds/Supplements
Topic: Coming Off Medications
Replies: 8
Views: 5493

Re: Coming Off Medications

So It's been nearly 3 weeks, coming up to 4 since I've been off anti-depressants entirely. At first I thought things were going well but today has really got me to a low. I was getting the familiar electric-type shocks/jolts which have luckily happened less recently. My GP told me they can last from...
by void87
March 18th, 2018, 12:02 pm
Forum: Meds/Supplements
Topic: Coming Off Medications
Replies: 8
Views: 5493

Re: Coming Off Medications

I'm slowly coming off medication after being on them for many years. Luckily I'm in a safe and secure place and not currently working so if I feel unwell I can recognise it easier and find a place to relax. I know some of these medications have different names but since 2013 I have been on - Citalop...
by void87
March 18th, 2018, 7:53 am
Forum: Express Your Creativity
Topic: Left Hand Cuts off the Right (exp music/drone)
Replies: 5
Views: 1511

Re: Left Hand Cuts off the Right (exp music/drone)

Dear smalldarkcloud, thank you. I also have had a new album out recently that may interest some members of this forum. https://lefthandcutsofftheright.bandcamp.com/album/desired-place Left Hand Cuts off the Right - Desired Place Desired Place was created using electric piano, loops and effects after...
by void87
July 25th, 2017, 11:57 am
Forum: Dear Diary
Topic: Trying/Failing
Replies: 6
Views: 1825

Re: Trying/Failing

Hey HowdidIgethere, I totally agree. Some of it rings true but some of it doesn't and I know it often overlaps with depression and addictive behaviour, so I'm a bit confused to be honest! And yes, you're right, an ex isn't going to be the best judge of character right now. After speaking with a frie...
by void87
July 20th, 2017, 1:04 am
Forum: Dear Diary
Topic: Trying/Failing
Replies: 6
Views: 1825

Re: Trying/Failing

Hey all, Thank you for your replies. It means a lot that there are people listening and sharing with me. It's been another tough 24 hours. I saw my therapist yesterday which I very nearly didn't go to because I was so low (which I know it always means I should go!) and I'm glad that I did go in the ...
by void87
July 19th, 2017, 2:25 am
Forum: Dear Diary
Topic: Trying/Failing
Replies: 6
Views: 1825

Trying/Failing

Hey all, I started a thread a while ago on the Introducing Yourself section and was really pleased to see all the replies but I didn't keep it up and I also figured it might be better for me to start writing hear. So as a recap - I'm 29 year-old male, diagnosed with depression, previously diagnosed ...
by void87
June 18th, 2017, 6:23 am
Forum: Express Your Creativity
Topic: Left Hand Cuts off the Right (exp music/drone)
Replies: 5
Views: 1511

Re: Left Hand Cuts off the Right (exp music/drone)

Thank you! Hope you enjoy it.

Ambient and drone music has brought me a lot of solace over the years. Especially Eliane Radigue. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtB3bFQ0u_0
by void87
June 18th, 2017, 6:22 am
Forum: Introducing yourself!
Topic: Hello I'm a total freak
Replies: 16
Views: 5189

Re: Hello I'm a total freak

Hey all, Sorry for the late reply. This week has been tough and confusing! I stayed sober for a week but broke last Saturday and the Monday just gone. Started sobriety again on Tuesday and haven't broken yet. I got a call from my (now) ex-girlfriend asking me who I was having an affair with, there's...
by void87
June 8th, 2017, 1:29 am
Forum: Introducing yourself!
Topic: Hello I'm a total freak
Replies: 16
Views: 5189

Re: Hello I'm a total freak

Hey all, Attended my 2nd SLAA meeting yesterday. This time I spoke in front of the group which was quite theraputic but obviously my depressed brain told me I didn't say everything right and missed things out! Anyway, I was approached by a sponsor who volunteered to talk to any newcomers and he was ...
by void87
June 6th, 2017, 3:26 am
Forum: Introducing yourself!
Topic: Hello I'm a total freak
Replies: 16
Views: 5189

Re: Hello I'm a total freak

Hi subjectiveobjective, That is good advice. She has been willing to stop drinking while I do too. I now have done two days without booze, which is fairly normal for me but I know I have some challenges ahead this week, mainly being a concert I'm playing on Saturday that will celebrate the release o...

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