Lazy Moe!
My daughter is going on a week-long school trip -- cruise-ship heading out of Florida to the Bahamas. We have Buddha statues in the house, and I have my "Christ the Good Shepard" little statue. I prayed to all of them for my daughter to have fun and return safely. I also prayed for strength. I am not truly a believer, but I desperately need help to improve.
Lately, I have been taking 400 mg of caffeine 55 minutes before I have to get out of bed. Taking the caffeine pills because not excited about any of the energy drinks, sugar-free or not.
Thinking about clearly spelling out the embarrassing "low-energy/low-focus" versions of my goals and dreams. Time saved from not wasting time in ways designed to soothe my constant anxiety would leave me some time for my embarrassing "low-energy/low-focus" versions of my goals.
I am tired. Things are good, I guess, but definitely not great. It is a scary way to live, 5 minutes at a time, sometimes.
