"I am nothing, I am a nobody", revisited

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Manuel Moe

You have been on my mind and hoping you ok. Extend my biggest hug and support.
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Ugh, under stress i get canker sores, and i have so many canker sores in my mouth right now. it is the worst

trying to drink a lot of water, i prefer carbonated water, but i think plain water is the thing now
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Word, Manuel Moe.

Our bodies are so honest: teeth grinding for me, and canker sores for you. Sometimes our bodies just know.

Hang in there. You are not alone.
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Hi Manuel Moe.
Glass on warm water and 1/4 teaspoon of salt. Rinse and spit through the day. The sores generally go within 10 days.
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It is a scary day for my loved one. If they need a shoulder to lean on, I will be there and I will be ready.

I wish I wasn't on the autism spectrum at times like this, it puts a layer of separation at a time when human connection is required.

It is like I am not fully human.

But I still love, but I am denied the ability to fully connect as a human. Like I am trapped in a plastic bubble.

I do my best, that is all I can do.

You guys have been so helpful and kind and supportive. Thank you all. If you are reading this, thank you.
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Manuel Moe! I hope you and your cherished loved one have things go as well as they can today.

Much like my stuttering, I’d evaporate your autism in a heartbeat if I could. However, you are the only Manuel Moe in the universe, and we accept you just as you are.

While you provide a shoulder to lean on for your loved one, we offer you virtual shoulders. Shoulders all the way, an unbroken chain of shoulders.
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Thanks so much, Oak, it is majorly appreciated
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Manuel Moe
Your are absolutely wonderful as you are. You may wish otherwise but as far as your words are concerned and your kindness, you are just right as are.
I hope things improve and being there for your loved one shows your kind, able and accepted.

Don’t try and change yourself as that’s no living an honest life with yourself.
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