It is completely selfish on my part. When I get lonely and bored, I wish I could call her and just gab about what exactly is going on in my life. I wish I could call her several times a day and share everything going on in my life, from the mundane to the personal.Mental Fairy wrote: ↑February 10th, 2023, 7:46 pm Actually, now thinking about it can I ask if you could write down what would your ideal dream be for you to experience with mum? A dinner or walk? A location to visit and conversation you would love to have.
But, like I said, the closer you get to my mom, the worse she treats you. So now I am always thinking about how to keep my mom at arm's length so my mom doesn't get explosively angry at me and give me the silent treatment after yelling at me.