Divorce

[Baseball10]

I don't know what to do anymore. I Grieve every single day. My wife gave up on me. The Image of her in the arms of another man is heart breaking. It sends me to a dark place. I miss her and I fucking hate her. I can't forgive her. To me she through me away like one of those paper cups. The people who divorce their spouse when they get sick (cancer) should be dealt with in a Violent way. I hurt so much and I just can't seem to shake this one. I am still in shock I guess. I am not a drunk or abusive. I am guilty of depression and having PTSD. Her family actually told me that depression is something I can turn on and off. After a couple go fuck yourselfs I think they got my point.

[Herself]

So sorry for your situation! That's really rough! Do you have someone professional to talk to?

Big hugs!

[talkthedog]

Many big hugs my friend and comrade in divorce as well as being dumped for someone else. You are not alone in this. Sending you some prayers and good energy.

[Jay Dub]

I am so sorry to hear you are going through this!

[Cheldoll]

It's okay to hurt. It's okay to still be in shock. If I could punch your wife in the face for you, I would. But I think it's more important to give you a hug. People like her and her family are a special kind of stupid that you shouldn't have to deal with anyway. I really think you should get some help for yourself, though -- a therapist or support group would be really valuable. In the mean time, we're here for you.

[Baseball10]

I find myself by myself the majority of the time. Who wants to hang out with a bummer. I work sleep repeat. I try and work all the time. I hear " man you got to move on" all the time. I don't know how to. I miss her and in the same sentence I fucking hate her! I wish I never loved at all. Love = pain
Thanks everyone for the nice words.