Today's struggle

[Sir-knob-head]

Today's struggle is waking up. not Knowing how I'll get through the day. Anxious about what's gonna go wrong

Worried my partner a hundred miles away is ignoring me. When most of the issues with her is in my head. We used to talk about our struggles and anxieties together. This is what made me strong. But she's struggling too and cut mucg of the contact we had I dint have my lifeline anymore

I can't deal with pain any longer. I cabt struggle on I can't fucking do this

[Sir-knob-head]

My motorcycle is the thing that takes me away from my pain. Hitting the open road and leaving my troubles at home. But it is also the way I want to die

Trouble is. I can't find a wall far enough away from people with the possibility of getting enough speed to end it all

I wish I could die and see the aftermath of my own destruction

[manuel_moe_g]

Keep riding, Sir-knob-head. Please take care.

[Sir-knob-head]

Morning someone you love but they're alive

[Sir-knob-head]

Have you ever gone to the top of a large hill mountain or just up high. Looking down at everyone going around doing there shit. Realising that not only are you worthless to yourself. But you're worthless to every single one of them.... There lives wouldn't be affected. There path won't change without yiu

[Sir-knob-head]

Being told I'm stupid In more inventive ways daily isn't just my imagination. It's tiring

[Sir-knob-head]

Why can't I opt out of living. I do not want to be here anymore

[Sir-knob-head]

I'm not sure I wanna end my life. I just Want to end my pain