I fear ..

[tanglewood]

I fear I might end up growing and die alone.

I fear I might be a very bad person after all, when I was teenager I feared I might be antichrist.

I fear of losing control of myself.

I fear of being obsessed with myself.

I fear I won't ever find a place where I belong.

I fear of a fruitless hard work because I don't deserve a good result.

I fear I won't accomplish anything in my life.

I fear I'm getting older and I have nothing to show off from my life.

I fear disappointing my mother.

I fear not being able to pay rent.

I fear the fear itself.