Dear Exposure

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Beany Boo
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Re: Dear Exposure

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I want:

To speak words that actually feel nice as they're coming out.
Mr (blue) B. Boo

‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan

‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb

‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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Beany Boo
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Re: Dear Exposure

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I want:

To feel like a serious person; at the drop of a hat.
Mr (blue) B. Boo

‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan

‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb

‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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Beany Boo
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Re: Dear Exposure

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I want:

To do things that are openly redundant.
Last edited by Beany Boo on May 10th, 2017, 5:22 am, edited 1 time in total.
Mr (blue) B. Boo

‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan

‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb

‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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Beany Boo
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Re: Dear Exposure

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I want:

To give others the choice to engage with me; rather than always, deliberately skipping over that particular step.
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Mr (blue) B. Boo

‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan

‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb

‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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Beany Boo
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Re: Dear Exposure

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I want:

To be specific in, and put pauses amidst, my reactions.
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Mr (blue) B. Boo

‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan

‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb

‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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Beany Boo
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Re: Dear Exposure

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I want:

The whole world to pause, patiently, while I have a long feeling in the middle of it.
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Mr (blue) B. Boo

‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan

‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb

‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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Beany Boo
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Issues: Risk averse, conversation difficulty, relationship difficulty
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Re: Dear Exposure

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I want:

Someone to touch me without it changing them into anyone.
Mr (blue) B. Boo

‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan

‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb

‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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Beany Boo
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Re: Dear Exposure

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I want;

To be less subservient; in case I like other people more when I am.
Mr (blue) B. Boo

‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan

‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb

‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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Beany Boo
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Re: Dear Exposure

Post by Beany Boo »

I want:

To do something, at appointed times; in agreed-upon ways.
Mr (blue) B. Boo

‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan

‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb

‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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Beany Boo
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Joined: June 13th, 2016, 3:18 am
Gender: Not-quite-cis-male
Issues: Risk averse, conversation difficulty, relationship difficulty
preferred pronoun: He/him

Re: Dear Exposure

Post by Beany Boo »

I want:

To check with people about the moment we're sharing; rather than whether they're valuable or beautiful; elsewhere.
Last edited by Beany Boo on May 11th, 2017, 1:44 pm, edited 2 times in total.
Mr (blue) B. Boo

‘Out of nowhere the mind comes forth.’ - Zen koan

‘Let go or be dragged.’ - Zen proverb

‘Knowing how to yield is strength.’ - Laozi
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