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Imissmysun
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Joined: June 29th, 2016, 5:44 am
Gender: Female
Issues: Anxiety, Depression, past trauma healing,
preferred pronoun: she
Location: Central New York

Re: Good day.

Post by Imissmysun »

I don't believe in a devil - there is no imaginary place worse than the hell I create for myself...

But I have been stuck in that state before where a smile is just completely unavailable - like the action button doesn't even come up as an option and the day is a grey blur and even when something happens that is really funny or really good or you see others smile - you can't because that wall is up the one that screens out all the feelings...

Its like a grey tint over everything and feelings just aren't as 'real'

But yes it sucks - it sucks a ton and I get it -

I spend way more time in that state than I like
Just another messed up chick, who hates her body and face, and voice, and thinks she is useless and her stuff isn't that bad and she should get over it.
-Sarah St. Lunatic
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OrangeJackets
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Issues: several mental and mood disorders.
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Post by OrangeJackets »

Well, I agree with you there. Easy to get there, takes work to get out of it.
I"ll ask more questions when they come up.

Thanks!
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Imissmysun
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I will keep a look out -

I am proud of you for seeking help

It is a really hard step but you are worth it

I will answer anything to the best of my ability -
Just another messed up chick, who hates her body and face, and voice, and thinks she is useless and her stuff isn't that bad and she should get over it.
-Sarah St. Lunatic
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Imissmysun
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Location: Central New York

Re: Good day.

Post by Imissmysun »

hey Orange!

How are you doing?

Just haven't seen you on for a bit - wanted to check in
Just another messed up chick, who hates her body and face, and voice, and thinks she is useless and her stuff isn't that bad and she should get over it.
-Sarah St. Lunatic
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OrangeJackets
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Issues: several mental and mood disorders.
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Re: Good day.

Post by OrangeJackets »

I've been busy with family over the holidays and got a letter from a pen pal yesterday. Still waiting on the word from the state about my new company I am working on. Nothing really else to report.
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