Troebia's Diary

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Troebia, I am sorry your dog doesn’t act like a dog, probably from some trauma. That is so sad.

Please take great care of yourself
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manuel_moe_g wrote: ↑October 1st, 2024, 9:25 am Troebia, I am sorry your dog doesn’t act like a dog, probably from some trauma.
Yes I'm sure it's not really about "me" but it still feels like not having a relationship with the dog at all.

I'm falling into depression again and also feeling a bit aggressive and whiny. The only moments I can forget myself is when asleep or while watching Italian TV (because my brain goes into language overdrive and can't think about anything else).

I'm experimenting with dabs of paint on rollers and it's very unpredictable and exciting. It also makes me feel disappointed that I can't do something as spontaneous as a random uncontrollable impression. Just human, I guess...

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I love that, gorgeous and sinister
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I second that. Absolutely gorgeous
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Today very conflicting feelings and I just want to spill out some words. I'm desiring to have a dog that responds to me with all my heart. My hearing is going crazy with ups and downs of tinnitus and varied perception of frequencies, I'll take a Xanax and/or wine and try to ignore it. Things are breaking all the time, weeds and pests are still going strong and I feel like Sisyphus. The only sincere smile I saw today was from the cashier at the supermarket.
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Also worried about the onslaught of spam on this forum. I'd love to be able to install a spam filter!
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You might not see it my friend but I am smiling a sincere smile for you from down here in little old NZ.
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...and a half toothless old smile right back at you!
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Take what I can get!
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